|Antya-līlā||Chapter 14: Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu's Feelings of Separation from Kṛṣṇa|
Bhaktivedanta VedaBase: Śrī Caitanya Caritāmṛta Antya 14.42
prāpta-ratna hārāñā, tāra guṇa sańariyā,
mahāprabhu santāpe vihvala
rāya-svarūpera kaṇṭha dhari', kahe 'hāhā hari hari',
dhairya gela, ha-ilā capala
prāpta — acquired; ratna — gem; hārāñā — having lost; tāra — of it; guṇa — attributes; sańariyā — remembering; mahāprabhu — Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu; santāpe — in lamentation; vihvala — overwhelmed; rāya — of Rāmānanda Rāya; svarūpera — of Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī; kaṇṭha dhari' — catching the necks; kahe — said; hāhā hari hari — alas, where is Hari, where is Hari; dhairya — patience; gela — lost; ha-ilā capala — became restless.
Having lost His acquired gem, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu became overwhelmed with lamentation by remembering its attributes. Then, grasping the necks of Rāmānanda Rāya and Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī, He cried, "Alas, where is My Lord Hari? Where is Hari?" Finally He became restless and lost all patience.
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