|Madhya-līlā||Chapter 2: The Ecstatic Manifestations of Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu|
Bhaktivedanta VedaBase: Śrī Caitanya Caritāmṛta Madhya 2.19
upajila premāńkura, bhāńgila ye duḥkha-pūra,
kṛṣṇa tāhā nāhi kare pāna
bāhire nāgara-rāja, bhitare śaṭhera kāja,
para-nārī vadhe sāvadhāna
upajila — grew up; prema-ańkura — fructification of love of God; bhāńgila — was broken; ye — that; duḥkha-pūra — full of miseries; kṛṣṇa — Lord Kṛṣṇa; tāhā — that; nāhi — not; kare — does; pāna — drinking; bāhire — externally; nāgara-rāja — the most attractive person; bhitare — within; śaṭhera — of a cheater; kāja — activities; para-nārī — others' wives; vadhe — kills; sāvadhāna — very careful.
[Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī spoke thus, in distress due to separation from Kṛṣṇa:] "Oh, what shall I say of My distress? After I met Kṛṣṇa My loving propensities sprouted, but upon separating from Him I sustained a great shock, which is now continuing like the sufferings of a disease. The only physician for this disease is Kṛṣṇa Himself, but He is not taking care of this sprouting plant of devotional service. What can I say about the behavior of Kṛṣṇa? Outwardly He is a very attractive young lover, but at heart He is a great cheat, very expert in killing others' wives."
Copyright © The Bhaktivedanta Book Trust International, Inc.
His Divine Grace A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda, Founder Ācārya of the International Society for Krishna Consciousness