Bhaktivedanta VedaBase: Śrīmad Bhāgavatam 10.32.20

nāham tu sakhyo bhajato 'pi jantūn

bhajāmy amīshām anuvritti-vrittaye

yathādhano labdha-dhane vinashte

tac-cintayānyan nibhrito na veda

SYNONYMS

na — do not; aham — I; tu — on the other hand; sakhyah — O friends; bhajatah — worshiping; api — even; jantūn — with living beings; bhajāmi — reciprocate; amīshām — their; anuvritti — propensity (for pure love); vrittaye — in order to impel; yathā — just as; adhanah — a poor man; labdha — having obtained; dhane — wealth; vinashte — and it being lost; tat — of that; cintayā — with anxious thought; anyat — anything else; nibhritah — filled; na veda — does not know.

TRANSLATION

But the reason I do not immediately reciprocate the affection of living beings even when they worship Me, O gopīs, is that I want to intensify their loving devotion. They then become like a poor man who has gained some wealth and then lost it, and who thus becomes so anxious about it that he can think of nothing else.

PURPORT

Lord Krishna states in Bhagavad-gītā, ye yathā mām prapadyante tāms tathaiva bhajāmy aham: [Bg. 4.11] "As people approach Me, I reciprocate with them accordingly." Yet even if the Lord is approached by someone with devotion, to intensify the devotee's love the Lord may not immediately reciprocate fully. In fact, the Lord is truly reciprocating. After all, a sincere devotee always prays to the Lord, "Please help me to love You purely." Therefore the Lord's so-called neglect is actually the fulfillment of the devotee's prayer. Lord Krishna intensifies our love for Him by apparently separating Himself from us, and the result is that we achieve what we really wanted and prayed for: intense love for the Absolute Truth, Krishna. Thus Lord Krishna's apparent negligence is actually His thoughtful reciprocation and the fulfillment of our deepest and purest desire.

According to the ācāryas, as Lord Krishna began to speak this verse the gopīs looked at one another with squinting eyes, trying to hide the smiles breaking out on their faces. Even as Lord Krishna was speaking, the gopīs had begun to realize that He was bringing them to the highest perfection of loving service.

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